About me, Sarah

Since I was a kid, I’ve had this strange feeling that I didn’t quite belong. Not just in friend groups or family, but almost like I didn’t fully belong on earth.

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Through my teens and twenties, I went through a lot of depression and heaviness I couldn’t really name. That eventually turned into what felt like a never ending search to “find my purpose.” I read dozens of self-help and spiritual books, watched hundreds of hours of talks from different teachers, attended retreats, meditated daily, went to psychics and mediums, tried hypnotherapy and past life regressions; anything that might help me understand what the point of this life is, which I thought is what would bring me fulfillment and happiness.

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At the same time, I spent more than twenty years working as a civil engineer. I truly love solving problems and making things work, but engineering never gave me true joy. On the outside, I was doing all the “right” things in society. I went to school, got my masters, moved up in my career, got married, had kids, bought that house, but on the inside, the questions about life, meaning, and why we suffer never stopped.

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What I’ve come to realize is that my purpose was with me in every moment. Not in what I was supposed to be doing, but how I was reacting to and flowing through life. I realized we can fully live a joyful life no matter what arises.  In a way, I ended up where I started, but with a little more of the truth I had been hiding from myself, the same truth so many of us hide.

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I’m not here to fix you, teach you a set of ideas, or tell you who to be. I’m here to walk beside you, use my intuition to question what you already know, and help you see your thoughts and your life from a clearer, kinder perspective, so you can live with more joy no matter what life brings.